but i guess i'll try to anyway. seem i'm perpetualy too tired lately. and i just rememeber to blog when it's time to shut down the computer. oh wow. Nancy just came online! just what i need to make me procrastinate about getting a good night sleep again hehe.
i just dumped half a bottle of vitamin C in the garbage today. i started to feel funny about them, and took a second look at the label and there it was staring at me... sucralose... a chlorinated sugar molecule somewhat akin to pesticide :| and i've been popping them for hmmm, since Vivian had her croupe. i was also indulging Vivian and Owen to them, and my mom found that Owen was regressing lately... could that be linked together? or the fact he's been tromatised with his burn... he now feel hot meals. will wait till they've cooled down considerably or just not eat.
feel like we havn't been home very long today, left early morning for the farmer's market and kept shopping from there and came back home around 7 pm. it's the 3rd time this week for me, but making a pitstop at some friend's place helps take it a bit more relax.
I was expecting a phone call this week from doctors and still waiting, it's the weekend now so maybe next week? or maybe they decided to keep me second guessing till the psychiatrist give me her report on her evaluation of our son. seem like a far way to go but the pediatrist seemed confident that i should have some help in place by the end of the month?
i feel like i'm just blurting random thoughts, and it's probably what's happening. so i guess i'll stop now and go to bed like i should
Chantal, resisting sleep expert
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Hey Chantal!
thats good news that you should have some help soon! hang in there! I can certainly relate to the feeling tire all of the time.
We've been packing and purging and cleaning with all our spare time and I'm tuckered out!
HEY! do you think that your tiredness is linked to the Splenda ? Maybe Owen burnt his mouth with hot food recently ?
Tina, might be tiresome but you'll be so happy you did, we didn't and moved all our junk... don't really have much time to handle it and it's a mess hehe. moving can be quite a load of stress but it has it's reward once all is said and done. I'm very happy to be in this house where we are. i hope you enjoy your new house just as much
Nancy, i'm not impressed with the maker of that vitamin laced with toxic substance :S i think it has a good part to play in how i've been feeling lately... feeling like i hit a new low in tiredness... and yes i think andy wasn't careful when serving owen a plate that was still too hot for him. but he pigged out on shepherd's pie the last 2 days. i'm convinced it's one of his favorite food hehe i also think the sucralose would have an effect on owen and his tendencies that worsened latel... am i repeating myself? i dont' know anymore, i have a hard time thinking straight :s
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